I'm reading my last few posts, and I'm just like "What are you talking about!?" I couldn't even be bothered to think of a title for today.
Selma, my friend from high school called me today. Well, I should say "she called me, and I wasn't around, so I called her while she was doing god knows what, so she missed my call, and then she decided to call me back two hours later," but that would not only be totally boring, but a really unnecessary detail. Anyway, I find it amazing that I can keep in touch with someone I haven't really even seen in months. We used to be really close: Friends since middle school, pretty much did everything together. We even had a spat over a guy! If that's not your average Teen Melodrama 'Best-Friendship,' I don't know what is.
She spoke with me over an hour about this and that. I hardly was able to get a word in other than how school was going. It's always been like that unfortunately. It's tough to get people to care about how your day was when they want to tell you about theirs so badly. I'm not complaining, though. How many times do I really need to tell her "I woke up a little too early and went to classes that are a little too difficult. Then I ate a little too much and tried to type another paper I care too little about." At least her daily routines are interesting, and when I think about how she made the choice not to further her education, I wonder if I'm wasting my life. I mean, just look at me, I'm sitting here in front of this computer screen slowly waiting for the day where I just feel like I can write something good enough to keep writing for more than the time it takes my iTunes playlist to finish. I would say I'm in a slump, but I think you have to have been on high ground at some point to be in one of those.
I should get out more. Maybe I need a boyfriend.
-Kat
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