It's like a disease

Ponies is like a degenerative disease or a sort of Godwin's Law of the internet now.  I can't help it.  Whenever I touch youtube it ends up here.  ALWAYS ends up here.  It's just a matter of when it will happen.  A TtP (Time to Pony), if you will.

Anyway, ponies aside, I have been bit by the writing bug again, and it seems I'm up to my old tricks.  The bug I was bit by, admittedly must have been one of those writing bugs that also has nyquil it directly injects into your veins along with some anti-ritalin, whatever that would be.  I've been wanting to write, but have fallen asleep at every single attempt.

Goddamnit I need a youtube lock.  There is a 5 minute gap between each of these paragraphs when I just get distracted.  I am leaving you for Notepad, Blogger, so I'll see you around.  Notepad is SO my word processor of choice, yo.

Bloggair.

Hi, Blogger, it's been awhile, and so I felt like dropping in and just expecting you to be free, but don't worry, I have taken into account that you may have saved all your loving for someone who's loving you.  Thanks Gloria.

I have spent an entire summer doing nothing creative.  YES.  I, for just one more summer, wanted to ACTUALLY do nothing at all.  I hung out with friends and worked and had no special trips.  I watched a lot of cats over the summer.  I had fun, and for the first time in years, I didn't want summer to end when it had ended.  So much so, that I have spent the past week of school being an absolute fuckup who never brings a bookbag to school.

My girlfriend, Michelle, is leaving tomorrow for college. I will miss her dearly, since she started writing this while I was watching her pack, I felt I had to leave it in.  I actually had probably the most enjoyable summer I ever had with her.  Our relationship had been sort of rocky last year, and it was nice to just get along with her and enjoy our time together.


Okay I'm bored already.  I promise next post will be funny.


J.J. Dynamite

Just leaving this here.

Today

I saw an inflated rubber glove billowing in the streets.  Why and how were the only things I could think when I drove by it bouncing and rolling around my neighborhood.  A rubber glove is weird enough, let alone an inflated one.  It was almost surreal; I thought I was hallucinating. 

Anyway, Blogger, it seems that our semester together is coming to an end soon.  I had to keep you for creative writing, and now that the class is over, I'm not 100% sure if we'll keep in touch.  I'm not much for long goodbyes, but I'll try to make an exception.  I'll write what comes to me, and what gets filtered through my journals for studio classes (or maybe the opposite, I haven't decided yet.)

Ah screw it, I'll probably end up posting tomorrow, I think this is an addiction, honestly.

-Captain J. M. Sanders

I think blogger has capped me out at 39 posts.  I swear to god I keep posting one and it keeps saying 39.  Anyway, last week had nothing posted because it was really too busy.  I didn't have the tools to write, so obviously I wasn't reading either (or something like that.)

The weather is damp, and like damper than damp.  It's crotch damp here.

I haven't been taking naps after work lately, beacause I feel like my overall performance is affected for the rest of the day, but I think I may make an exception today, considering how I spelled because wrong a while back but I haven't corrected it yet.

Good night.

-Rumms X. Umber

Best Review for a movie I havent seen.

Atlas Shrugged?  More like I shrugged.

13.

Today I deleted my Facebook, guys!  I've never felt so powerful before :D.

Seriously though, I am reminded of when Siddhartha had left the presence of Gotama the Enlightened One. He had felt himself no longer tied to his old life. He gained a reverence for the world, and was able to continue on without looking back.

The way they tried to stop me.  They told me friends would miss me, that I could make facebook useful.  That my girlfriend  would miss me.  I almost felt sad, as if I was leaving forever my friends or experiencing death.

Death, as it is read in Tarot, doesn't exactly mean the end of life.  It represents a change, a new outlook, a different relationship.  It is an exciting card to receive, really.  It means it's time to move on with yourself and start over.  That doesn't mean get rid of everything beforehand.  I will continue to be with my girlfriend (Death can represent marriage too, isn't that funny!?), talk to my friends, and see them-especially when the summer rolls around!  I'm still creating art.  I am still passionate about the graphic novel.

Take this with you, guys:  When something ends, is it really over?  The world doesn't cease, even when it becomes dust.  A catastrophe is only a catastrophe in our eyes, because the end of our lives doesn't seem so beautiful in the wonderful scheme of the world.